"I Surrender, I Trust, I Believe"
It's very interesting how life works and how things come about with my life and how I deal with things. During June of last year .. I was going through a strong transformation and I was trying to learn more about the unknown of the world around us. I was going deeper into the occult and seeing the rabbit holes of the universe. Tapping into the energies and trying to see what I can get out of it. I was new to things and I was afraid of things. I was learning how to protect myself during the month of June. I was holding something that I hold dear to me and I ended up losing it afterwards. I'm not sure if it was a punishment or a transformation after letting it go. I was holding a small little bottle of holy water that I got during Easter. It was actually my birth moon that day of the Waning Gibbous but it was Scorpio. I design the little bottle with white candle wax, glitter, a crescent gold 14k moon and made it into a little necklace. April 17 2022 Full moon in Scorpio Waning Gibbous aka 18 The Moon of Water Energy and 9 as the Hermit of Virgo. I wore it each day and I didn't take it off me.. until June 18,2022. Easter is my favorite time of the year and I cherish it a lot.
June 18,2022 21 The Universe, 3 The Empress and 12 The Hanged Man. The Empress had to surrender to the universe to be rewarded.
I.. ditched a concert to be with someone that I truly care about and still do. I miss him and it's difficult for me that I hadn't heard from this connection. I could speak about it clearly, directly and honestly about this connection. It made me happy.. and it was worth ditching the concert. I ditched a concert that I MANIFESTED... You get me?! I manifested, predicted Dustin Bates from Starset coming to Miami.
Listen.. I really love the band but I wanted to spend time with someone who was truly important to me and still is. I could of went once in South Carolina with My Best Friend (RIP), twice in Georgia, 1 in Orlando and 2 in Miami. The last chance was at a bar 45 mins away from home. I picked being with someone instead of going to a concert. Why? because in life you pick what you want and what you may regret it if you don't try. I don't regret not seeing the concert and I don't regret spending time with this connection. The person that I was with made me very happy and I had such a beautiful day. Even though we had our ups and downs during the progress like the wheel of fortune. I surrendered to the divine and trusted the energy. I wanted to make this person happy, trust me, and believe that I understood their mindset. I left my household a day before my dad's birthday because I was upset with my father.. I also wanted to connect more with the connection I was into. I don't regret one bit of it and it makes a lot of sense. Aquarius moon/rising energies connecting and Pisces Sun/North star clicking together.
The energy was really worth the time of day even if I removed my holy water pendant off my neck. Scorpio energy of Transit that day.. at 1:30pm "Slightly Disharmonious" but "Stronger Attraction" of Healing ... "It's Important to Focus on building a strong foundation for you relationship beyond just physical attraction" ... The Mars in Aries and Venus in Taurus. Oh how accurate that is. The Harmony level was 75% with 25% of slight negative. The next ended up with the transit of "Improved Energies"... Yep the sacrifice I did for ditching a concert. I regret nothing anymore after seeing that transit.
I believe things happen for reasons from the unknown and we have to learn from it. I always trusted in crystals, little items to help me feel protected and I learned after removing off my "tools".. I don't need that to protect me from anything strange. I don't need it to boost me up and transform me. It's just "tools" that can be used to help you tap into things. But, I don't need to wear it often or always.. that's something I understood and feel better about after that day.
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