Birthday Tarot Card: 30 (3) The Empress And The Hanged Man (12)
May 2 2023 5/2/7 (14) Temperance And (5) Hierophant 23 Years (5) Hierophant
Aries Sun, Aries Moon:12 The House Of Pisces And Taurus Rising: 1st House Of Aries.
She Always Taught Me To Respect, Be Strong, Stay Educated And Be A Believer.
Respect: She Always Reminded Me To Respect Myself As A Person. Don't Allow Just Anyone In My Life And Keep Boundaries Strong. I Tend To Suck At That And She Always Reminded Me Of Flaws That I Used To Do. I Kept Having My Coach Yelling At Me In The Background Telling Me "DONT DO THAT BEST FRIEND" And I Will Nod My Head And Agree. "You're Right".. Because Ugh She Was Right..
Strength: She Always Reminded Me Not To Cry About Someone Who Hurt My Heart. She Didn't Like That Sensitive Side Of Me Because She Knew I Could Be Stronger. When I Would Be Sad About Someone. She Always Try To Change My Mindset But Watching Tv With Me. We Would Always Watch Funny Movies Or Shows. She Would Share Funny Tiktok Videos Or Memes To Make Me Smile. I Did The Same When I Got Older And I Started To Express More.
Education: She Always Was Proud Of How Smart I Was And Always Building My Mindset. But.. She Always Reminded Me That I Need To Sleep And Give Myself Breaks. She Disliked When I Go Deep Into The Rabbit Hole. She Knew I Wouldn't Sleep For Days And I Am Trying To Build Data Into My Mind(Computer). She Always Told Me That I Need To Stop At Times And Stop Running In A Fast Speed Of Learning. I Am Mercury In Virgo.. And She's Mars In Aries... She Runs Hot And Cold And I Do Too..
Believer: Even Though I Was Much More Spiritual With The Divine And She Wasn't. She Still Supposed My Cult Philosophy Behavior Because I Could Make It Sound Fun For Her. I Would Teach Her Stuff About The Unknown In Ways That Relate. I Would Use An Anime, Sitcom Or A Movie To Help Her Understand Things Better About Spiritual Connections. She Got Into Anime More When We Got Older.
She Reminded Me To Be Always Spiritual, Hard Working And Loving Of One Self.
I Would Give Up At Times And Lose My Spiritual Self. She Would Remind Me That My Flame Was Turning Off And She Was There To Spark It Up Again. When It Came To Work.. We Would Vent About Work Like Two Coworkers In The Back. Having A Smoke Break With Coffee In Our Hands And Just Shit Talk. Man.. I Fucking Miss That. We Would Call Each Another For Hours... I Never Had Someone That I Could Speak For 10 Hours On The Phone. We Were Very Connected With Each Another. She Reminded Me To Always Love Myself And Believe That I Am Beautiful. To Show Off My Core And Be One With Myself. She Would Try Her Best To Bring Out The Shyness Out Of Me. When I Am Around Her.. I Am A Different Person And People Don't Recognize Me. I Wonder.. If She Bought That Out Of Me Ever Since She Has .. Left This World. I Feel Like.. She's There Helping Me Transform Into The Pisces Sun In Aries 1st House Of Appearance.
She Had An Interesting Way Of Showing Her Feelings To Me. Sometimes We Wouldn't Talk For Days Or Months. Come Back To Each Another Like Nothing Ever Happened. Laugh And Made Fun Of Each Another. Sometimes I Would Get So Pissed Off Because Our Communication Was Dull. She Would Feel The Same Way Back And We Would Come Back To Each Another Like... "HEY WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING WITH YOU?" Or "How's Life?" .. It Was So Funny At Times That I Didn't Know Why We Were Mad. You Know What's Interesting? I Was The Only Best Friend That She Never Got Into A Fist Fight Or Ever Broke Our Relationship With Each Another. We Never Ever Broke Our Relationship. We Had Our Separation Moments But That's About It. Our Trust Levels Were Very High And We Were Able To Trust Each Another With Other Connections.
She Openly Admit To Me After 23 Years That She Suffers With BPD And I Was Shock.. I Was Like Really? She Reminded Me Even Though I Had A Lot Of Mental Issues. I Was Strong For My Energy And She Was Proud Of It. She Was Amazing In Her Strong Direct Approach With Me. She Wouldn't Bully Me She Would Push Me. Teaching Me To Handle Things Better. I Wonder If She Openly Admit That She Was Because She Wanted To Remind Me How Much I Understand Mental Health Too Well. How Much I Show My Care To Others And How Much I Support Everyone. She Always Believed I Could Be Better In Life And I Have A Big Heart. She Knew I Can Help Others And Save Them From Wrong Life Path Mistakes. She Reminded Me That Sometimes I Can't Be Superman. Sometimes I Am Like Batman And I Hide From The World.. In The Darkness Of The Night And Trying To Save Others From Danger.
Thank You Energy (14/5) You Really Taught Me What True Healthy Boundaries Are! I Miss You So Much...
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