My Energy Lately Has Been Overwhelming And I Wasn’t Really Ready For This Ride. I Had A Feeling That There Was Going To Be Multiple Tower Moments.. I Just Didn’t Realize How Quickly They Would Become. I Should Have Know But Maybe I’m Not Supposed To Know The Answers To Growth. If I Ended Up Knowing In Advance.. I’d Probably Wouldn’t Learn From It Or Realize What’s Going On. I’m Dealing With A Lot Of Shifts This Year With My Fixed Grand Cross… I Tend To Predict What’s Happening Next But I Become Very Uncertain When. It’s When I Suddenly Learn .. It’s All With Time Frame Of 2-3 Months..
I Am A Taurus In Mars With 3 House Of Gemini. I Need To Control My Emotions In My Connections. Basically Understand That Everyone Is Different And I Can’t Take Things Personal. I Must Understand That Everyone Has Their Own Reasons For Their Choices. I Must Allow Things To Naturally Blossom Or Die. Sometimes I Can Try To Repair The Connection Depending On What’s Causing The Setback. Sometimes I Need To Pause For A Moment And Let It Work On Its Own. I Can’t Always Be The One Building The Connection Or Trying To Save It. Sometimes I Need To Leave And Never Look Back Or Return When It’s Right.
Scorpio In Pluto With 9 House Of Sagittarius Is Very Interesting. Because It’s Tapping Into The Energies Of Higher Education. I Love That About Myself And What Type Of Person I Am. I’m Always Opening Books, Listening To Audio Or Just Researching It On Different Apps. My Education Level Of Life Is Growing Within. I’m Becoming That Very Advance Computer With Updated Data Every 24 Hours. Like My Teacher Said I Could Start My Own Cult Or Join One. I Mean… I Am In The Starset Society After All And I Enjoy The Studies Of Astronomy, Astrology, Science, Engineering, And Technology.
Aquarius In Rising With 1st House Of Aries Has Been Very Amusing. I’ve Been Focus On My Eating, My Appearance, What I Enjoy Wearing, My Style Of Personality And How I Communicate. I’ve Been Direct, Honest, And Really Expressing Myself Without Caring. I’m Trying To Be Myself Once Again And Not Worry About Criticism. There’s A Lot Of That Everywhere In My Life. I’m Tired Of It And I’m Speaking Up For Myself. I’m Not Allowing That Energy In And I’m Rejecting It Very Quickly.
Leo In Descendant Is Really Teaching Me How To Confront Myself. I Need To Learn To Be Strong Instead Of Weak. I Need To Learn That We Can Care For Everyone But We Need To Set Boundaries. Learning To Become A Leader And Not A Kiss Ass. I’m Not Here To People Please Anyone Anymore. I’m Here To Show My Shining Star Energy. I’m Smart, Beautiful And Strong Enough To Deal With Anything. I Don’t Need Setbacks And I Need My Energy To Shine Within Me.
This Energy Has Been Doing Major Changes In My Birth Chart. I Recently Felt My Whole Tower Break Into Pieces And I Fell Straight To The Ground On The Full Moon Of Scorpio Blood Lunar Eclipse. I Was Very Overwhelmed, I Felt Lost And I Was Becoming Sick. I Felt Like Something Was Wrong With Me And I Was Becoming Very Scared. I Wasn’t Sure How To Handle Things. I Was Going Through Mental Stress, Emotional Stress And Physical Appearance Felt Off. I Felt Like A Bird Losing Its Feathers And I Was Feeling Weak. I Would Nap For Days, Wake Up Late And Sleep Very Late. I Wasn’t Sure How To Handle Things.
Tower Moments Kept Happening Over And Over.. It Was A Kick Strongly To Gut And A Stab In The Heart. I Wasn’t Expecting This Type Of Energy… I Can’t. I Thought The New Moon Solar Eclipse Aries For My Aquarius Rising Was Kicking My Ass. Nope I Was Wrong… It Was The Major First Two Moons Of 2023. I’ve Been Very Dizzy Lately With The Recently Energy Of Mercury Being In Retrograde In Taurus. Not Only Is Mercury Causing A Strong Effect Into My Virgo Moon. It’s Actually Playing Around With My Emotions Of My Mars And Jupiter In Taurus. The Energy Of Emotions And Financial Was Playing Games With Me. I Can Honestly Be A Hot Head And Heavy Spender.. Lately I’ve Been Feeling Tamed In All Energies Within. It’s Difficult But I’ve Been Trying To Show More Responsibility.
I Noticed My Tower Has Been Growing And The Tower Looks Like A See Through Glass Building. Instead Of The Glass Being Made Out Of Thin Ice. The Glass Is Thick Enough To Jump Up And Down Without It Cracking. I’m Noticing That The Tower Is Building With More Goals, Accomplishments And Changes. I Feel Happy But In The Same Time Very Nervous. I’m Afraid Of Heights And Seeing This Tower Filled With Glass.. It’s Scary. My Imagination Is Very Vivid And I Can Imagine A Big Tower Filled With Glass. Just The Thought Of Walking Up The Stairs Of A Glassy Building Is Overwhelming. Each Step Feels Like A Shaky Dizzy Unbalanced Feeling Within Myself. Either I’m Shaking From How Nervous I Am. Feeling Dizzy Because I Can’t Keep A Balance.. I’m Trying To Get Myself Juggling Two Things At Once While Avoiding To Fall Off The Stairs. There’s No Handles To Hold On To And I Have To Learn To Be Careful With Each Step. It’s A Very Intense Progress Of Growth… And I’m Missing The Biggest Change Of All…
The Scorpio Really Is Glowing My Aquarius Rising… For 20 Years.. I’m Going To Change Into Someone That I Never Was. The Person I Always Wanted To Be And Look Up To. I Believe This Is My Time And I’m Just Growing To Become A Better Version Of Myself. My Mentor Has Told Me Many Times.. I’m Going To Look Unrecognized. People Are Going To Be Confused And Wonder What Happened. People Are Going To Speak To Me And Be Surprised How I’m Acting. You Know What? It Isn’t A Bad Change And I’m Actually Proud Of Myself. I’m Finally Being Strong, Dedicated To My Goals And Self. I’m Very Happy With My Growth And I Got More To Go.
I’m Ready For More Changes .. Dear Grand Cross Of Fixed.
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