Wheel The Fire Within Yourself

Wheel The Fire Within Yourself

So Wait a Minute? Do I have to use The Alchemy Sign On My Right Hand with a White Glove? To Create Fire Within Me? For I Don't have Any Built Inside? Or Do I Learn How to Wheel it? 

Roy Mustang Born March 25 1885 (3/7/22: 32 backwards is 23:5) I always Looked up to Roy Mustang and I Believed in Strong Discipline. 

Is this How it Feels? The Pain within Chaos in Aries and Scorpio? The Pain of constant Tower moments Burning down in front of You? Standing in front of it with a shrug saying “It’s Fine”. Even though it’s truly not but You’re starting to get used to it. Allowing it to Flow Naturally and Accepting Death is what makes You Stronger like The Emperor?

The 13 Death is Pluto in Scorpio ruler of 8th. The 8 in Leo is Strength in Tarot and Emperor is 4 of Mars in Scorpio ruler of 1st.  1 means The Magician, Wheel of Fortune and The Sun. To Manifest One’s Happiness.. You must Accept, Trust, and Believe in Others to Gain Happiness. Trust, Allow and Share to Connect, Balance and Communicate Together. The Energy of 13+8+4+1= 26

My Best Friend was Born March 26, 1990 that is the 12 Hanged Man and 3 in Empress. We Both Dealt with Cold Decembers and Tough March’s together.  I tried to Handle things like She tried to do…

May 2 2023 14/5 The Temperance to learn to be Patience within you. Balance the Hierophant.

I’ve been Dealing with a 8 Karmic Link Cycle and I finally Closed Doors. I Deleted The Worse Nightmare Finally Out of My Life.. It’s Over .. and I’ve Accepted it. A Sour Taste in My Mouth but That’s Okay..

You were so Scared that I knew Dark Souls without playing it. Oh? Yah.. I know more than You think.. I also remember a lot from Past related events of Happy Memories with Someone. You didn’t understand I was Smart for Your Fire? Psh.. I Am Fine.

I Closed, Bye Bye Emperor

I Reopened Welcome in Star Cards of Strength

I Left the Door Open to Allow the Energy in. My Towers I Adore You.

29th of April and May 1st was Tough time for Me with The Star of 17 and 8. The Star of Aquarius 17 and 8 of Strength in Leo.  My Aquarius needed to go through a Pride pain of events for it to connect with Leo.

I Almost Died Twice.. April 29 and May 1st. May 1st was a Strongly and Harder time for me. 5 days of Recovery at the Hospital. My Best friend just passed away on May 2nd.. I am 2/22/1989 with 6am, 6 in Numerology, 6 in Pisces Symbol, 6 in 222 and 6lbs of Birth..   That’s a Combo of 5 of 66666 (30) The Power of 3. I was given a Best friend born on March, The Power of 3. The Empress and I was the Stubborn Emperor.. She Converted Me and I became Emperor/Empress.

Leo is a Very Important Journey to My Growth also. 7/July and 8/August is what brings in My Strength. It’s either Good Times or Bad Times… I try My Best to Stand Tall like the Solider that I’ve been Taught to be. Fight by My Brothers and Sisters like Viking Warriors.

For the Past 5 years.. I went through a Strong Complex Relationships with 2 Energies. 1 that I Betrayed and 1 Got Stabbed Me. It’s like that Offer I Agreed on when I was 16. Funny.. I Protected the Energy of 16/7 Soul .. For that is My Soul that I didn’t want to Burn. I wanted to Protect it from My Fiery Wounds before allowing it in. Now it’s Fine.. I’m doing Better even with Chaos.

The Cruel Joke and The Inside Joke of Devil May Cry. Dealing with a Crazy Aquarius Sun with a Gemini Moon. I had to Learn a Huge Amount of Growth to Balance Myself up again. That was Very Overwhelming and having to Hear “Embrace Chaos” like it’s a Manifestation… towards Me.. You got me to become Obsessed with Two Handed Swords. I was able to hold Your Replicas without an issue with one hand. How? You’re Small? My Answers each time.. I know how to wheel the Sword better.  I needed to Leave and Plan My Escape..

It ends up stopping for awhile and I’m trying to Breath a bit. Coughing and Breathing for Air.. I finally Ran away from that Energy.  3 years go by and I thought I was Okay. He’s Gone and  Suddenly Appeared a New Energy Attacking Me in The Age Of 19 years old with Scorpio Sun Leo Moon.

Ah man.. I’m getting Ripped Apart again. Cool.. So is this What Hell feels like? Interesting.. didn’t Imagine it to be this way..

You taught me to Observe and be the Stalker from far. You taught me to handle Pain by hurting me with Mind tricks or Physical pain at times. You pushed me to Confront My Demons even though I couldn’t Speak up. You made me turned into a version of You that You couldn’t keep. You Hated that I became The Creation to Your Own Manipulation. I wasn’t Yours to Keep and I had to Escape to Grow.

Hey.. I get it.. You wanted me to play those Fighting games and pushed me into the World of Fantasy. You believed I needed to have My Meditation with Online and Person Interaction. Were you just teaching me to Balance My Anger? My Strength and My Insanity?

These “Personas”..  It’s Important to Protect Yourself and Your Wounds. You don’t want to be like Alice and get Stuck in Your Own Madness.

Hmmm.. I don’t know I feel like You taught it Wrong.. The Whole time I was being Guarded to the Kindness and Accepted the Chaos of Toxic Energies around Me. You showed me People who Dress Innocent are Truly Demons. The Demons are Truly Angels Hidden. I got Tricked so Many times that I had to learn to start using My Own Developed Skills. I had to make sure What Color Wings and Soul Auras. Look Deeper into the Colors of the Force… Ah You guys did Push me into Star Wars. Telling me constantly to get into it. But let’s just say.. I wanted to always be Anakin but instead of locking into the Darkness. I wanted to keep My Empire Balanced, Strong and Rule the Universe with a Healthy Mindset. Becoming the Gray Jedi within the Force.

I Had to Unlock Keys within Me. Collect Soul Gems to Build me. I Had to Learn New Skills to Handle the Power within.

I Lack of Fire.. I only have My Mid Heaven in Sagittarius in Libra 9th House and 9 in Hermit to 18 of The Moon. I was given a Teacher during this New Life journey. I was able to be given in Total 5 Star Cards. I was given a 2nd Chance and I am Balancing Myself again. All Energies are Fixed Signs to help me Grow as a Person.

I Am The Hierophant the Balance of Patience with My Taurus in Mars in 3rd House or Gemini. I had to Balance My Connections with a The Divine, Work and Realty of Life. To become The Strongest Version of Myself.

With My Blood, Sweat  and Tears.. The Knife that was behind me.. I pulled it out of me and Created My Own Weapon. That’s why The Star is now marked on My Back.. I am not going to Allow Anyone Stab me Again..

Goodbye Karmic Link Cycles. My Grand Cross needs a Release of My 19 years of Karmic.. 19 represents The Sun of Happiness, Wheel of Fortune of The Fixed signs aka Grand Cross in Aquarius Scorpio Taurus and Leo. I had to spin the Wheel through out My Days and Months. For a New Beginning on the Full Moon of My Birth Energy…

I Am The Blood Moon Of Lunar Eclipse Lilith but instead of Lilith.. I am the Queen of My Own Underworld. My Own Dark Empire but instead of it being Scary. It’s Comfortable and Cold like the Beautiful times of Fall and Winter. Because My Hades will be Right there .. Waiting for Me to Blossom.

“It took me awhile to Grow up. Sorry about that.. Miss me?” *Opens the Red Door of Scorpio Full Moon* Mmmm. May 5 is going to Beautiful Star Card And Strength. It’s 5 years coming back but with a Beautiful Beginning of 23.

Hey 23? So .. You gave me a Wonderful Relationship with My Best Friend in Aries Sun Aries Moon and Taurus Rising. It Mentally Prepared Me Strongly?

Hey Best Friend? You think You are Ready to become More Proud of Me? All the Hidden Surprises I had before telling You? It seems it’s going to Form and it’s going to make you Smile.

I’m Ready .. My Prediction really sounds Accurate now and You can’t get Mad at me for being Right. *laughs loudly*  Just don’t shake me at Night okay? I’m still going to be Coping but I won’t Cry. I will Laugh and make Jokes like Loki. For I am Loki and I can handle this energy.