Theres Going To Be Days That You Don’t Love Me. Theres Going To Be Days That You Adore Me. Each Time Those Days Change.. I’m Mentally Prepared And I Understand. Yes It May Be Confusing To You. That I Understand You And How You Tick. I Want You To Know. I Am Here For You Through Thick And Thin. There Will Be Times When I’m Walking On Thin Ice With You. Sometimes The Room Is Cold Like Winter And I Can’t Handle The Temperature. Sometimes I End Up Getting Burnt Or I End Up Feeling A Different Side Of You That Becomes Passionate. Either One Is Normal To Me After Connecting With You.
I Understand The Hot And Cold.I Will Still Try To Help You See That. You Will Be Guarded When It Feels Off. Or Comfortable When It Feels Right.
You Might Become Overwhelmed Or Excited To Be Around Me. Funny.. I’m Okay With The Hot/Cold And Doesn’t Bother Me. You Never Once Really Bothered Me. Surprise Me? Yeah.. But It Takes Effort, Patience And Understanding Towards Another. Which I Truly Have With You And I’ve Always Did. You Just Need To Let Me Know..
And I Can Hold Your Hand During The Progress.
I Will Pull You Out Of The Corner And Bring You In The Middle Of The Dance Floor. Just To Help You Lead And Be There For You.
“You’re Going To Like Me” -Rinoa To Squall
I Won’t Let Go, I Promise. You’re Not Alone And You Won’t Be .. If I Am Around You. It Means..You Are The World To Me And I Know It’s Strange To You. But.. If I Am In Your Life And You Wanted Me There. I Will Be Honored And I Will Be Willing To Be Patient With You. I’ve Been Patient For Years And I’ve Shown My True Self Always To You. I Never Once Lied To You Or Showed You A Fake Persona Of Myself. I’ve Shown You My 100% Self In Who I Am And How I Feel In General.
I Respect You And I Care Very Much For You. Isn’t It The Same Feeling For The Both Of Us? I Know You’ve Always Cared About Me And I Can See It In Your Actions. When You’re Around Me In Person, You Are Very Romantic. When We Separate.. You Become Nervous And Overwhelmed. You Over Think And Stress Yourself Out. It’s Like You’re Not Able To Handle Your Energy.
It Took Squall Awhile For Him To Realize That He Cared For Rinoa. Rinoa Just Knew Instantly The Connection But Squall Didn't. It Happpens..
We Express It Differently In Actions, Words And Mental Progress.I Know It’s Difficult For You To Progress Things At Times. Me Too..I Know Sometimes Things Might Be Faster Or Slowly Like The Wind. Me Too..You’re Either Hot Or Cold Like Mercury. Me Too..You’re Either Calm Or Rough Like The Waters. Me Too..But I Can Help You Connect And Understand. We Can Do This Together And I Can Be There For You.
You Make Me Smile So Much Because You Remind Me Of Myself. You Want Someone To See You And Accept You.
I Do, I Truly Do Accept You. I’ve Always Did And Will. You Never Disappointed Me.
Upset Me? Yah Sometimes But That’s Not Your Fault. You’re Human And It Happens To Us Sometimes. Things Can Be Repaired And Reconnect. It’s Just Takes Time To Balance Things Out. It Happens When We Say Things In The Heat Of The Moment. It’s Not Like You Can’t Apologize And I Know You Can. You Just Don’t Know How To Do It Because You’re Not Used To Someone Accepting You Or Forgiving You. I Will Always Forgive You Because I Know You’ve Had A Troubled Past. I Understand It’s Difficult To Express Because You’ve Always Been Judged. You Won’t Be Judged By Me.. For This Is A Safe Space And It Always Been.
Patience Is The Key To A True Connection. Communication Is The Best In Unlocking New Things. I Believe If We Are Able To Open Up To Each Another. I Will Totally Understand You Much More Than You Think. You Would Finally Feel Comfortable With Yourself Like You Normally Do With Me In Person. I Remember How Comfortable You Felt And How Open You Were. How Expressive You Can Be And How You’re Able To Share Things With Me. I Never Once Shared A Secret About You. I’ve Always Kept Things Locked In The Back Of My Mind. It’s Interesting.. I Remember You Would Tell Me Things That I Knew Years Back. I Would Remind You How Much I Knew And I Kept It Quiet. I Wanted To Show You How Much I Care, Respect And How Much I Wanted To Listen To You. I Still Do And Always Will.
I Want To Be There As Your Supporter. I Would Like To Be There As Your Guide. I Would Like To Be There To Cheer You On And Connect With You. You Bring Me Peace And You Teach Me New Things To Help Myself.
You’re The Tower And The Chariot. The One Who Deals With Obstacles That Can Come Forth So Fast. I Know It’s So Difficult For You .. Mostly For Your Rare Placements. Life Is Always Hard For You And You’ve Always Been That Wounded Soldier. Always Holding That Two Handed Sword.. Ready To Battle.
I Just Want To Be Your Healer And Protect You During Your Journey. I Want To Help You During Hard Times And I Want To Laugh With You During Good Times. You Bring Me Harmony Instead Of Chaos. The Chaos All Around Me Disappears When I’m With You. I Believe When I’m Around You.. I’m Able To Pour Out The Burning Fires Of Your Tower Coming Down. I’m Able To Help You To Dodge Curveballs And Prepare You For Fights Along The Way.
I Believe I Can Be There For You And Work As A Team. You And I Are Able To Handle Things Together. You Are My Tank And I Am Your Mage.. We Can Do This. Like You’ve Always Told Me.. I Can Handle This. You’re Right Behind Me. Well Yes, I Can But I Want To Be By Your Side To Help You Too. I Want To Give You Everything You Gave Me In Return.
You Taught Me To Grow. You Taught Me To Learn More About Myself. You Taught Me To Be More Self Aware Of Who I Am And How I Speak. You’ve Taught Me About My Personality And What Was Wrong. You Gave Me A Lot Of Life Lessons That I Needed To Work On.
You Didn’t Do It Out Of Punishment. You Just Wanted Me To Be Aware And Not Fuck Up. You’re Right.. And I Appreciate That From You. If It Wasn’t For You. I Wouldn’t Become The Person I Am Today..
I Fucked Up By Saying I Was Scared. Yes .. I Was But Not The Type Of Scared That I Dealt With. I Was Just Scared Because I Didn’t Want You To Be Disappointed At Me. I Wanted You To Know That I’m Just Trying To Improve Myself And Fix Who I Am. I Suffered A Very Painful Life And I Don’t Want To Continue That Path. I Was Growing And Learning When We Reconnect. We Were Both Getting Treated In The Same Time And Being Free For Once In Our Lives. We Were Bought Back Together As Two Single Human Beings.. I Believe There Was A Reason For It.
I’m Glad We Gave Each Another A Chance To See Each Another From A Different Light. And You Know What? If I Could Do It Over Again. I Would Because You Are Worth The Energy And Time. You Are Different As Much As You Don’t Believe That. You Are A Very Loving Kind Soul That Needs To Be Cared For, Listened To, Given Support And Just Show Love To. You’ve Always Gave The Energy But Never Received It.
You Never Had That.. And I Think That’s What You Deserve. I Hope I Am Able To Do That For You One Day.. And I Will Be Waiting For You. You Know Where To Find Me. I Will Be Here..
I Remember When You Told Me.. How I Deserve To Let Someone Show Me Love And Be Cared For. You’re Right.. As Much As You Won’t Admit It. You Showed That Side Of Yourself That Made Me See What A Real Connection Feels Like.
I Am An Astrologian. You’re Right .. I Am Able To Use Divination, My Psychic Skills And My Connections. I Became That Afterwards After Reconnecting With You.
Thank You.. And This Is Why I Adore You So Much… How I Respect You So Much And How Much I Care For You So Much.. You Mean The World To Me And If You Can’t Understand That. I Want You To Read This Over And Over Until It Makes Sense To You. You Need To Understand That You Are Worth My Time. You Aren’t A Burden And I Believe You’re Amazing. I Want To Be There To Cheer You On For The New Chapters In Your Life.
Please Return Back.
4/25/2023 (4/7/7:18 The Moon And 9 The Hermit)
The Virgos Now Need To Learn To Control Their Emotions During The Shift Of Mercury Retrograde. May This Energy Bring Peace And Balance. Bless It Be..
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