The Stronger Meaning Of My Birthday 222 / Spiritual Awakening Lessons

I Am The Lover With The Devil

The Devil: The Temptations That The Universe Brings Into Your Life During Relationships With Yourself, Friends, Family And Lovers. You Start To Learn What A Real Relationship Is During Obstacles Of The Devil. Instead Of Feeling Chained Down By The Trauma Within You. Use The Power Of The Light To Remove Yourself Out Of The Darkness. I'm Not Saying You Can't Be In The Darkness. You Can Just Come In And Out Freely Without A Problem. Without The Darkness, We Can't Find The Light Within Us. We Go Through Situations That Helps Us Grow As A Person And Become A Better Version Of Ourselves. That's Real Growth But Sometimes We Become Stuck With The Chains On Our Feet. We Can't Find The Keys Because We Are So Blinded By The Negativity That's Blinding Our Visons. That's When I Learned To Become The Hermit And Close The Doors Of The Moon.

I Stopped Being The Scarlet Red Witch (Lilith)

I Now Became The Grey Witch (Hekate)

I Am Turning Into A Garden Witch (Persephone)

I Closed It:

The Moon Was Overpowering Me With The Energies I Couldn't Handle. I Had To Control The Moon With My Wisdom To Learn To Balance My Emotions During Phases Of The Moon. I Had To Release The Cancer Rising That Taught Me, The Cancer Moon That Hurt Me, And The Cancer Sun That Destroyed Me Turning Me Into This New Me.

Thank You Moon..

I Get It Now And I Understand What You Wanted Me To Learn. The Balance Of The Moon And How Certain Things Can Drown Me. Physically, Mentally, Emotionally And The Energies All Around.

The Cancer Sun Did A Combination Of All
Cancer Moon Destroyed My Emotions Of My Feminine And Masculine Side
Cancer Rising Taught Me The Lessons Of Hot/Cold Energy.

Now I Have A Close Friends Who Are The Cancer Sun, Moon And Rising That Shows Healthy Boundaries.

Thank You.. I Understand.

Check Your Moon Sign To Learn The Energies Within Your Aura Of The Devil. The Devil Connects With The Phases Of The Moon And Seasons Of The Year. It's Like The Wheel Of Fortune But The Wheel Of Change.

The Lovers:

Check Your Sun To Learn The Energies Within Yourself And Teachings That You Learn For Your Mind, Body And Soul.

We Go Through Phases Of The Moon With Our Emotions Through Love And How We Act With Others. Either We Are Focus On Ourselves To Love Ourselves Or We Focus On Showing Our Love To Friends, Family And Our Partner. People Who Went Through Hell And Back .. They Show A Different Type Of Love That's Very Rare. The Type Of Love That They Want To Give That They Never Received. They Give That Love Yearly But The Problem With That Is.

You Gave All Your Energy Away And Didn't Keep Some For Yourself To Build Love Within Yourself. That's Loving Yourself With Self Care, Self Respect, And Self Love. I Had To Learn To Love Myself And Put Boundaries With Energies Around Me. I Had To Learn How To Fill Up My Own Cup Of Manifestation With My Pisces Sun, Scorpio Pluto And Cancer Chiron.

Yes Sometimes When I Have Feelings For Someone. I Show Them A Different Side Of Me That They Never Expected. They Assumed This Whole Time I Was A Certain Someone But As Soon As I Become Vulnerable. I Show You A Different Side Of Me That Is Very Colorful Not Black And White.

I've Learned That I Have To Be Balanced With That Energy. Some People Can't Handle It Emotionally, Physically Or Mentally.

I Needed To Learn How To Balance That And I Also Had To Learn That People Can Be Very Different. I May See Things In A Colorful Way But Others See The Black And White In Things Maybe Some Gray. They Are So Blinded From The Plain Dull Colors That They Aren't Able To See The Rainbow Within People.

I Learned That I Need To Have Patience For Those Type Of Energies And Slowly They Start To Open Up With Me. Being Patient Is Important In All Relationships And Understanding With Communication Is Very Important. I Try My Best To Always Open Up And Be Honest About How I Feel. I Am Tired Of Holding Back What I Want To Say And Regret It Later. I Don't Want To Hold Back Anymore, And I Am Learning To Speak Up For How I Feel. I Want People To Understand That I Am Being Honest And Direct. Of Course, Not In A Direct Way Of Aggressive But Gentle Energies. I Still Need To Learn How To Control My Expressive Emotions Because It Sounds Too Aggressive Even Though That Isn't My Attention.

The Gemini Sun, The Gemini Moon, And Gemini Rising Really Taught Me How To Balance My Emotions. Like The Moon, Gemini Suffers With Their Mood Swings And Become Hot And Cold. I Used To Be So Aggressive Forceful With My Love Because I Was Afraid. I Felt Like I Wouldn't Get It Back. Now I've Learned That I Will Give Back And Even If I Don't Receive Back From That Person.

Something Else Is Waiting For Me In The End Of The Tunnel. Half Of The Time It Isn't Romance, It's Friends Or Loving Myself More And Becoming Much More Powerful With My Energy.

Love Really Showed Me That .. There's People Out There That Has Been Hurt So Strongly That They Are Afraid To Trust. But.. I've Been Patient With My Connections, And I Am Always Showing I Am Here.

I Will Never Be The One To Leave .. Who Leaves Me Is The Person That I Wouldn't Want To Lose Or The Person I Don't Deserve.

Like My Mentor Told Me.. You Don't Own The Energy. You Either Let It Go And It Returns Back Or Disappears. That .. Is A Very Hard Lesson As Much As I Have To Accept And Trust.. That's All I Can Do And Just Love Myself Right Now.

I Was Only In My Mind
You Were On The Outside Waiting
I Could Feel You All The Time
Your Voice Could Save Me
Now All These Sirens Sing For Me
But I Just Wanna Hear Your Melody
I Call And I Can Hear You Sing
But Oh
It's Only My Echo
It's Only My Echo

-Starset

Finding Out That My Energy Is Also 6.. I Got A Extra Power Of 6666 (24)=6 ..

Oh Damn That's Very Interesting, And 6 Is My Favorite Number Which Now I Am Learning. I've Been The Power Of 6 All This Time Without Realizing I Am The Luck Number.

Tomorrow Pluto In Aquarius Shifting Into 3/23(Power Of 8, Strength, The Star). My Leo Descendant Will Become Powerful Like The Aquarius Rising Within Me.
Saturn Already Shifted Into Pisces On 3/7(10 The Wheel Of Fortune With Magician. Secret Number 19 The Sun). My Leo Will Bring Me Sunshine Into My Energy To Teach Me To Grow And Become My Inner Strength. My Fixed Sign Energies Of Scorpio, Taurus, Aquarius And Leo That's In My Birth Chart Will Keep Bring Me New Beginnings And My Aquarius Is Going To Become The Platinum Star Of My Own Universe.
The New Moon Of Aries In My 1st House Of Aquarius Rising, Pisces Sun And Aquarius Mercury Will Be 3/21 Filled With Love. I Get It Now.. Everyone That I Am Close To.. Is Shifting Me Into An Alignment.

The Alignment

Virgo/Taurus: My Mind

Scorpio/Pisces: My Heart

Aries/Leo: My Soul

Aquarius/Gemini: My Energy

(Virgo/Taurus)

6 Of Pentacles: Https://Www.Biddytarot.Com/Tarot-Card-Meanings/Minor-Arcana/Suit-Of-Pentacles/Six-Of-Pentacles/

(Scorpio/Pisces)

6 :F Cups: Https://Www.Biddytarot.Com/Tarot-Card-Meanings/Minor-Arcana/Suit-Of-Cups/Six-Of-Cups/

(Aries/Leo)

6 Of Wands: Https://Www.Biddytarot.Com/Tarot-Card-Meanings/Minor-Arcana/Suit-Of-Wands/Six-Of-Wands/

(Aquarius/Gemini)