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6/19/2024 (6+1+8=15 The Devil 6 The Lovers)

It's Interesting How I Am Writing On My Blog During My Birth Tarot Card. It Really Shows It's Been A While And I’ve Been Closed Off To The World Mentally When It Comes To Expressing Myself. As A Taurus In Mars Connected To 3rd House Gemini In Communication... I Should Be “Speaking Up” But I’ve Been So Stressed Out That I Shut Down Quietly And I Don’t Speak Much.

It's Been A Rollercoaster Since January 2024. With The Changes Of Pluto In Capricorn/Aquarius, Saturn In Pisces, And Just The Strong Elements Of Fixed (Aquarius-Taurus-Leo-Scorpio)/Mutual (Pisces-Gemini-Sag-Virgo) Signs Even The Cardinals (Aries-Libra-Cancer-Capricorn). I've Been Dealing With A Rollercoaster Ride That Won't Stop Going Fast. It's Like I Sat Down On A Kayak, And I Can't Control Myself From The Heavy Waves Of The Ocean (Cancer). It's Been Very Intense And Sometimes It Makes Me Very Nervous. 

• Pisces Sun/Aquarius Venus/Aquarius Rising In 1st House Of Aries In Self= It's Difficult As A Pisces To Be "Calm" Or Even Try To Be "Balance". When You're Like A Sponge Sucking Up All The Energy Around You. It's Exhausting For A Water Sign To Stay As Calm As Possible. Mostly If Your Big 3 In Sun/Moon/Rising Are Sensitive To Others. Currently I Am Going Through Challenges Within My Path When It Comes To My First Impression/Appearance, How I Look/Act/Speak And How I Handle Things Emotionally/Mentally/Physically. It’s Been Very Challenging With Positive Results So Far But There’s Times Where I Have “Pending” Delays Of Unknown Results That Make Me Overwhelmed. I Become Stressed, Overwhelmed, And Imposter Syndrome Levels Of The Highest That Causes My Mental Health To Mess With My Body/Mind/Soul. It’s Been Hard On Me When It Comes To Love-Family-Friends-Work-Self, And I Am Trying The Hardest That I Can. Sometimes I Take A Moment To Myself And Shut The Door Behind Me To Breath. I Feel Choked And I Am Not Sure How To Handle Certain Things At Times. But I Can Tell You One Thing... I Am Doing The Best I Can, And I Am Being Noticed On My 35^th Year.

I Am Now 35 Literally In My “Milestone” And 35 Means 8 Of Strength 17 Of Wish And 2024. I Am A Pisces With The Energy Of Leo/Aquarius During The 2024 Year. Aquarius Connects With The “Star” And “The Magician” Aka January And Leo Connects With The “Strength” Aka August. Currently I Am Hoping That August Brings Me Strength Because Right Now I Am In My Lowest Currently And I Am Trying To Stay As Calm As Possible. I Am Accepting The “Wheel Of Fortune” Aka Fixed Sign Grand Cross = Aquarius, Taurus, Leo And Scorpio To Handle This Wild Card Trial Of Justice. January/April/July/October Which Are Literally 2 Months Appear From Each Other. The Year Has 12 Months But During The Year There Are Secret Numbers Within The Energy. I Am The Grand Cross Of Fixed Signs Born On The 2nd Month Of The Year..

• Keys To Unlock: January (1) Which Is The Magician Having To Connect With High Priestess (2)February And (3)March The Empress= The Feminine Energy Of Venus Must Connect With Religion + Spiritual Energies To Balance Within Themselves. April(4) Is The Emperor Connecting With May(5) The Hierophant And June(6) The Lovers= The Masculine Energy Must Building Himself During Obstacles To Build His Kingdom. Once He Understands Himself And Love Thy Self. He Will Become Balanced In His Work/Self/Spiritual To Be Ready For A Mate Aka Lover/Partner. July (7)Fast Changes Aka Chariot Connecting To August(8) The Strength And September(9) The Hermit Of Wisdom=During The Fast Current Events Of Change. You Must Build Yourself To Become Stronger And Build Your Knowledge To Prepare For New Beginnings. Lastly October(10) Go With The Wheel Of Fortune And See What Will Happen Next Before The Next Year Appears. Connecting With (11) Justice Testing Your Fate And (12) Hanged Man Letting Go And Trusting.

• Virgo Moon In 7^th House Of Libra Of Wisdom/Health Partnerships=Life Has Been Very Amusing This Year For 2024. As A Hermit Who Is Very To Self And Disconnects Often From The World/Others. I Have Learned To Connect With Others With A Stronger Educational Experience And How They Treat Others With Maturity. I Don’t Bother With People Who Lack Emotions Or Immaturity. It Sinks Me Down And It Has Taught Me.. If I Continue To Stay Where I Am And Communicate With Those Types Of Energies. I Won’t Grow And I Will Continue To Be Stuck. I Need To Move Forward And Connect To Expand My Knowledge. Currently My Health Is Very Important To Me, And I Am Trying To Build My Wisdom The More I Grow. I Am Also Expanding My Knowledge When It Comes To My Career And Becoming Bigger Than I Ever Imagined. I Am Building Myself Up High Like I Always Predicted, And The Reality Is Finally Here. I Have Been Very Focused On My Life Path And What I Want To Become. I Want To Earn When I Have Sacrificed, And I Want To Become What I Always Wanted To Be. I Am A Leader, But I Also Would Like More Than That. I Hope And I Pray Things Go Positively For Me In The Next 6 Months. My Health Currently Is In Between The Borderline And The Only Thing I Can Do Is Stay Positive.

• Taurus Mars/Jupiter In 3^rd House Of Gemini Of Masculine/Fortune/Communication=This Placement Has Been A Very Interesting Challenge When It Comes To Balancing Myself And My Health. I’m Patient But Deep Down I Am Biting My Tongue Wanting To Rip Someone Apart. I Have Strong Rage That Causes My Health To Feel Worse Than It Is. I Am Suffering With Thyroid Issues And Now I Am Suffering With Nodule. I Am Afraid To Communicate Out Loud, But I Am Slowly Sharing. At Times I Am Quiet, And I Meditate To Relax. I’ve Been Learning To Take Things Slowly And Calmly. Something I Used To Never Do, And I Was Out Of Control. I’ve Been More Mellow And Been Avoiding Others By Walking Away. I Am Learning To Stop Wasting My Breath On Others. I Got An Email That A Doctor That I Used To Go To 6 Years Ago.. Her Husband Is A Specialist For Thyroids And My Current Doctor Told Me In August They Are Accepting New Patients. I Hope This Is The Next Step To Help Me And I Hope/Pray Things Go Well For Me. Right Now, I Need To Be Strong But It’s Difficult When You’re Not Sure What’s Going On With Your Own Body. 6 Years Ago, I Lost My Child And I Regret How Irresponsible I Was. Now? I Have Been Much More Focused On My Health Since March. I’ve Been Paying Attention To What I Am Eating, Putting In My Body And Exercising My Mind/Body/Soul. I Am Educating Myself More, Focusing On My Appearance And Being More Spiritual With My Mind.

• Capricorn Saturn/Neptune/Uranus In 11^th House Aquarius Of Networking/Social Media= I’ve Been A Very Hard Worker For The Past 14 Years Of My Life In The Company That I Am Currently In. I Have Struggled A Lot, But I Didn’t Keep My Mouth Shut. I Always Tried To Show That I Could Do It Without Anyone Putting Me Down. I Was Bullied At Times And Gaslighted By People Who Thought I Was Weak. But I Kept Going And I Continued To Move Forward. During My 5^th Year Of Being In The Company. I Started To Become Higher Than I Was Before And Was Shown Respect. I Switched From A Manager Who Was Capricorn To Libra Who Pushed Me Forward And A New Libra Energy That Has Encouraged Me To Become Stronger. My Leadership Skills Are Being Noticed And I Am Showing I Can Handle Things In A Different Lifestyle. Maybe I Will Become Finally What I Truly Wanted To Be? And Expand My Life Path? But The Thing That Has Me Slightly Slowed Down Is My Health. I Must Figure Out How To Balance My Love Life, Work And Health To Push Me To The Top.

• Cancer Chiron In 5^th House Of Love/Children/Marriage= 6 Years Ago To Current. I Dealt With A Lot Of Heart Break, Regret And Just Not The Right Things At The Right Time. It Was Hard For Me, And I Felt Lost In The World During The 6 Years. I Dealt With People Who At First Were Great For Me But Wrong For Me At The Same Time. Out Of The Following People I Only Speak To 2 And 1, Which I Am Currently Dating. Sometimes I Wonder About The One Who Walked Away But I Already Said It From The Beginning. Which Is Funny Enough... I Wrote A Poem About It. “I Don’t Walk Away, They Always Do” And I Was Right... I Did Nothing Wrong, And The Person Just Left.
  Currently I Am In A Relationship That Has Finally Completed Its 1^st Year And That Will Be Tomorrow June 20^th, 2024. Which Will Be A Big Moment For Both Of Us And I Am Very Happy About The News. Hopefully New Things Will Happen After Our 1^st Year Together And We Can Grow Together In A Healthy Way. It Will Be Under The Capricorn Full Moon Of Strawberries And The Interesting Part Is. He Is A Capricorn Moon Connecting In My Changes Of Capricorn In Saturn/Uranus/Neptune. My Relationship Has Been Very Supportive, Respectful, Kind And Understanding. It Has Never Been Toxic, Negative Or Filled With Criticism Which I Normally Am Used To By Old Past Partners. I Hope This Continues And Things Turn Positive For Us. While My Health Is Being Checked On And Monitored .. I Hope Things Will Help Me So I Can Expand In My Life And Maybe Finally Create A Future. So Mote It Be.